Silver Blade
At age 18
I remember when I met my friend,
the silver blade.
I was only 13
full of hate and anger,
mad at the world
running away
for I needed to get away
So I used my friend
and I got many bright red streams
so much relief
a way to get out
without nobody knowing.
Covered in scars
I hid from the world
My silver blade
became my best friend
helped me through my pain
and never let me down
So I sit here at 18
with my silver blade
not letting go.
by Shawna
7-8-99
I welcome the contributions of others who self-harm or have done so in the past. Send us your writing, or arrange to send us your art or music by e-mailing RAZOR at zanne@cea.edu
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Check out SCAR, a zine on the
subject of scars and self-harm. The content of these pages may contain "triggering" material. |
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to CUTTERS, a
page on the subject of people who self-harm. The content of these pages may contain "triggering" material. |
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to The History of Child Abuse |
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Contents Under
Pressure Razor's writing about experiences she had during a 13 year
bout with DSH and five times she was institutionalized. |
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to Leap Frogge Leap was locked up in mental institutions when she was a kid. Leap refers to them as "the Institutes." |